As a child, my neighbor would tell me to touch her 🤦🏾‍♀️ Lol it was fun at that time because I didn’t really know what it meant, I was about 6-7 year or thereabout. But growing up the scene keeps on playing in my head I’m 18 now and I feel like touching a girl badly😑. I’ve never told anyone this not even my best friend but the urge is something I can’t resist at the moment. I feel bad and useless😭.