My brother is a bully that normally beats me and my sister and instills fear in us. He just came back home for christmas and my hatred towards him has reached a point of no return i normally see myself fantasizing about ending his life i even wished he got involved in an accident and died without ever reaching home. Whenever he is around me i feel so nervous afraid and angry he always insults beats and intimidates me and my sister. I have sworn to myself that if he ever touches me again i will stab him. My life would be so much better if he perishes.