It’s been two months since you’ve been gone. I miss you so much and the guilt of cutting you off before you died keeps weighing on me. I feel I don’t have the right to mourn you. The day you died was the worst day of my life and I keep replaying that moment. I should have been there for you. I might not have been able to stop you dying but I could have been with you in your last moments😭. I love you.