I had sex for the very first time with a guy I had been talking to for 5 months. Madly in love with him, only for me to tell him I can’t have sex for the 2nd time because of the guilt I felt and he just fell back, deleted my contact and all. I feel so heartbroken and stupid.
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My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday just because I told him that he doesn’t appreciate the things I do for him. He said I insulted him because he’s broke. He doesn’t really support me financially, I agreed to be with him so tomorrow he won’t say I love him cos of his money. I’m working and I take care of myself and my needs. I gift him money and other stuffs sometimes but the thing is he doesn’t really respect me nor my feelings for him and that hurts. This is my second heartbreak this year and I’m really broken. Not sure I’m gonna love again.