I think I’m cursed or I have bad luck
I’m not lucky with men, they always leave, I realized that and tried to channel my energy into making money but it’s not forthcoming. Lol. I’ve thought about doing runs but I’m scared of failing at that too.( A failed runs girl) lol. Right now I’m just existing. I might end up alone and broke and it’s scary.
If it ever comes down to choosing between ending up alone and taking my life,I’ll choose the latter. I’d rather die than end up lonely and sad.