I hurt this guy and in the process I hurt myself too. It’s terrible when you know you can’t be emotionally available for someone because of past experience. I genuinely cared for him but it wasn’t enough to make me want to do better. I feel like shit. The worst part is the tears aren’t coming. I just feel empty. This is how it always is for me and I never mean to hurt anyone intentionally. I’m sorry.

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