I’m confused, My past self use to overlook things a lot, not hold grudges and forgive the person inside my heart when it’s gone but now I react to everything, if you do rubbish I’ll clear you one time. Sometimes I think I say what I’m not supposed to say but nobody ever acknowledged my silence but now they are all scared at my new self and say you’re not supposed to say this and that . But when I was silent y’all thought I was a fool. Now I don’t know if I should just keep quiet or continue. They respect and fear me now but it worries me.