Failure

I feel like a failure, I am 26 years old and I haven’t achieved anything in life. I even have an extra year in school. I am so ashamed and depressed. I put in so much effort, I work so hard to train myself to school. I did people’s assignment, I made hair, I made shoes, I wrote projects, sold things and after all this, my reward is an extra year, I’m still broke and very miserable. I can’t even afford to buy toiletries. I am so tired of life, always struggling for everything. I just want to breath. I need a break. I’m beginning to feel suicidal and it scares me. I am teaching myself to be a web developer but I’m afraid I will fail again, like how everything in my life fails. Sometimes I feel like God has forgotten about me.

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