My life is shambles right now, I’m in a #300k+ debt, how I got to this point I don’t know. My family can barely feed, it wasn’t always like this though on top of that I feel like I attract predators because every man around me seems to fancy taking advantage of me. On top of that my health is declining (sickle cell). I’m actually suicidal, I hope it doesn’t get to the point where I give in one day. I still have faith/hope in God, that one day, I will be happy again.