To my other family members and friends I’m funny, nice and truthful. And I no I try to be those things, plus I hardly lie. But with my mom it’s different, she makes me angry and say things to hurt me, anytime she calls it’s always to berate me about 1 thing or the other. I love her but I’m trying so hard to like her. I don’t know if it’s because of the trauma she caused me. When I was little she put pepper in my private part and eyes because I stole money from her purse to buy sweet or so. I love her but she makes me so angry so she hardly sees my sweet side. How do I forget about it?