I just found out my so called boyfriend has been sleeping with the girl that calls me her best friend. To think i’ve been seeing them both in my dreams and i completely ignored. This was a guy i’ve been dating for 2 years and i’ve done everything i can to help him the best way i can. I loved him so much that now i feel like i’m going to died. I can’t even shout cos they both don’t know i found out. I moved out of the house because i and the girl stay together (share rent) and i blocked both of them. I can’t heal from this.