Last year, one of my dad’s workers(girl) had to live with us and jumped me one night and kissed me (I’m female), I didn’t pull back so it happened again after that day. This year, I and my dad cut ties, now, I heard she’s pregnant for my dad. Now, I hate myself for not pushing her off that first time. The memory haunts me. God should forgive me, please. I regret every bit of it.