I’m about to be 21 and I’ve never had sex. But it’s like I kinda want to but then I don’t because these niggas broke. I refuse to give it up to somebody who isn’t financially stable or has some sort of ambition to go get money but sister got needs that hasn’t been met. I just don’t want to be a virgin at fucking 40 years old. If I’m gonna be honest it’s looking like that might happen. Not sure if my thought process on that makes me a gold digger but abeg. Love can’t pay the bills and like I said I refuse to give it up especially my first time too some guy who could give one fuck about me.