Nobody Understands

Today, I had to do a Pap smear test, but because nightmares from my past sexual abuse won’t leave me alone and won’t allow me to have sex with anyone I couldn’t even allow the instrument in me. Same way I I can’t have sex with anyone because it just keeps coming back but yeah my abusers are living their best lives. I was just 8, now a whole 14 years later I’m still suffering.

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