My relationship of almost 4 years just ended. After a heartbreak in 2015, I backed away from relationship till 2018 when I met her. I wanted to marry her and my family members refused. They said I’m the only child and should marry from my hometown, I’m from Anambra and she’s from Akwa Ibom. We loved each other a lot, I fought my family until they agreed and said as long as I’m happy. She had cheated on me before and I forgave her because I thought she deserved a second chance. Yesterday she was at it again, I had to break up with her. I can’t face my family but that’s not the biggest problem. I CAN’T SLEEP AT NIGHT. The lies keep coming up in my dream as much as the memories we shared. Each time I close my eyes it’s another nightmare. I can’t breathe well, I feel like taking my own life. God, please don’t cast me away when I come to your presence.