I long to be loved genuinely

I am married but not in love, this is mutual. We’ve been married for 18 years deceiving ourselves and the public. Guy uses every opportunity he gets to express hate towards me in secret and in the open. I hear some recorded things he says of me and I feel like if he could kill me with no traces to him, he’d do it. I have done all I can to make this marriage work but right now I want to leave and all I need as I step out is true love and to also give same. How do I walk away like this as a prominent church girl? What steps do I take? Heaven please smile on me with love again. 🥲

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