I mean I just clocked 20 but I feel so useless and unfulfilled, mind you I graduated at 18 from university. I’m not under peer pressure or anything, infact most stuff don’t move me, except I want to be successful but how do I go about that? I feel unloved, I have just 4 or 5 friends that are not even in the same state with me. I’m indoor 24/7 except I want to get pepper for my mum, lol. I’m lonely, depressed, I have anxiety, I get panic attacks, I have insomnia so many ” I have, I have” . I just want to be great and help other people even if I can’t help myself 🥺.