At my old age(mid 20s), I feel so foolish to have allowed myself to be deflowered by someone who doesn’t love me. He never said it nor acted like he did. I don’t even know why I gave into it but I feel awful after having a conversation with him and he says he just “likes me as a person”. I guess because I didn’t tell him I was a virgin, I just made him believe it’s because I haven’t had sex in years 😬. It hurts to have lost that to someone who doesn’t care!!!😢. I wish I did better.