My mum found out I’m suicidal, I’m 15. We had a talk but now she’s acting normal, she’s not making any effort to make our relationship better. She thinks it’s a voice that’s telling me to kill myself but it’s not, I actually want to die. She’s not a bad person though. She doesn’t know I have body dysphoria, social anxiety, depression, OCD, self-defeating personality disorder I might even have ADHD. (I didn’t diagnose these myself, I’m talking to someone online).