All my life, I done things to please mainly my parents, from my academics, to choosing my friends, to the people I date. I’m tired I can’t take it anymore, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years just because my parents told me to and I haven’t recovered from the heartbreak. Lately I’ve chosen to be selfish, I smoke weed and drink and club and recently got into a friend with benefits relationship. I’ve decided to do things for me I don’t care whatever happens. I know they will be disappointed but I just want to explore my youth for a little while and do things for me. They should focus on their other kids.