My father is a very toxic person who hardly smile or laugh. He doesn’t want to see two of his children talking and laughing, he believes you are talking about him. Before my mom died whenever I come back from school, he doesn’t want to see me with her because he knows she will tell me all what he is doing. I lost my mom last year and I can’t remember the last time i am genuinely happy in the house. I can’t look into my father’s eyes and see any reason to be happy.