I hate myself.

I’m tired of myself. My DOM is a wonderful person, a wonderful lover even. At the beginning of our relationship, he used to spoil me a lot, materially. However, his finances have really dwindled these days and he can’t afford to spoil me any longer, and I find that I’m resenting him for this. I just want to be able to be with someone irrespective of what they can give me but I cannot seem to drop this stupid mentality.

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