I had a guy that I felt was my soulmate but it all crashed when I had an abortion because we were not ready. Months later I met my current partner who has been perfect for me but the thing is I still love my ex, I tried to tell my partner what I’m struggling with but he’s very insecure (understandably) and I can’t tell my best friend cause she likes my ex and i don’t want her to feel somehow. But I’m drowning, I know what I have with my partner is perfect and solid but I can’t help but feel sad.