Sometimes I feel like I have it all sorted out, sometimes I see someone on my bed, sometimes I feel like I’m not alone in my room, I’m always scared and worried, I feel like my dreams are telling me things, I hear someone calling me with familiar voices but I don’t see anyone. I don’t know what’s real anymore, I’ve not been picking calls or replying messages for almost two months now. Sometimes I feel maybe suicide would help. I don’t know feel like doing anything anymore, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.