I’m always misunderstood, I don’t know how to express myself the way I want, that’s why I rarely tell people how I feel. If I should say something it’ll surely get misconstrued. And now I’m falling in love with someone else, what do I do now. And ohhhh, I have a lot of suicidal thoughts, because I’m not achieving what I should. I’m not where I ought to be, and living is hard now. I wish I could just dissipate from the surface of earth.