Made a deal with God that as long as I don’t watch pornography and masturbate till next year august I’ll graduate with a second class upper. Still have lustful thoughts though. It’s hard to overcome this thing once you start. Wish I didn’t get into it to be honest. I’m quite intelligent but anxiety and fear Dey make me fail in school and my relationship with God declined because ever since I entered university some things just went downhill and I started doubting if he even exists. I’m tired 😓
in Confession
Connotare 
It is well ..stay outdoor more often ..Hang out with friends who won’t mess your thoughts .
Pray whenever you are alone ..listen to music leave apps that influence you .study your lecture notes to get your grades too..
May God help you