My wrongs haunt me for years before I’m able to adjust. I don’t know how to balance life because anything that goes wrong breaks me. I’m unable to even pray 🤦🏼♀️ Just because I’ve had s*x yet I know God loves me regardless. I’m scared to even go to a lecturer because I had a D in his paper 🤦🏼♀️. I hate that this is ruining me. I need courage to face my fears & failure. I need God.