This may not look like any other you have read and it may also look like it and may even be ignored or regarded as one who’s joking but i had to put this out just maybe somebody will read it and help me. I am dying slowly and the only thing i’m driving my thoughts towards is suicide, i am tired sincerely and i am tired. I’ve grown so lean and malnutrished i don’t go out anymore nothing excites me any longer, i sleep in misery and wake up to it, i am just all by myself. I don’t want to die but god i am fed up of my life. I wish i didn’t have any potential or talent or gifts because even with everything i am still useless to myself and those around. Help me, maybe i need to see a shrink. I NEED HELP PLEASE! Someone versatile to open to, Help me please!