I am just back from the hospital, lost my pregnancy at 5 months. Had to be induced to deliver the baby, people keep calling and saying sorry. Some say the baby didn’t come to stay, I know all that. I just don’t know why God gave me what won’t last. I can’t miss heaven because I must see my beautiful baby boy when I get to heaven. It hurts to carry the lifeless tiny body of a baby that was anticipated for with so much love. My due date was 6th December.