We were fine, we were perfect or so I thought. You left me without a word, even if it was a flimsy excuse at least tell me. You stopped picking my calls, ignoring my messages. I thought something happened to you until I called with the number I hardly use “hello dear” you said, you heard my voice and ended the call. I fucking loved you!!! I’m trying to scream, break things and make the pain go away. It’s choking me , I can’t breathe.