Ummm, I have tears rolling down my eyes as I type this.
I’ve not had it easy but I’m grateful for all the perfect days and moments in-between.
I’m 25 years old, not yet in school. Been working for 7 years (lol, a shame)
Right now I feel stuck.
I have a business plan, I want to go to school, I need to change my job, I don’t want to feel stuck. I’m tired.
Never really experienced a relationship where there were no second guessing what my partner might be doing. I want love, genuine love even though I’m not searching right now.
I don’t know why I’m sharing this but I have this hard lump in my throat that I need to get off and let out all the pain I feel.
I’m sometimes tired of praying but that’s the least I can do, and also work towards everything. The Bible says ‘faith without works is dead’, so, I’m doing just that. Working my faith.
But, I’m tired. I just want things to get better.