One step at a time.

Self hate, feeling worthless and all it brings has really messed my life up. So much that I became extremely passive and unmotivated. Sometimes even suicidal.
So last year I decided I won’t let it control me anymore. I’ll try my best to become “worthy”. Worthy of love and affection. To love and be loved. Respect and be respected. Basically start over and learn how to be honest and fair with others and myself. Can’t say I’ve made it. Maybe I won’t. But I’ll be damned if I don’t try. Little by little, one tiny effort – and victory- after the other I’ll make it. Even the sea is made of countless water droplets. So my tiny self counts in the grand scheme of things.

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