I just broke up with my ex and it is the most devastating thing ever. I had plans that I will be his wife but we were just not right for each other. Three days before our breakup he just left and ghosted me after we argued. Even after writing him a message to break up with me, he just ghosted me and left me on blueticks. After he cheated on me, everything just went south. I am just so scared of this new chapter it was very unexpected. He was my best friend and I really wanted to be married to him one day and have his kids but it is well. I am crying and I cannot eat. Heartbreak please be gentle.