I’m mentally drained, I wish I have someone I could confine in. I left a very toxic relationship about a month ago but haven’t moved on completely, I wish I can take my revenge on him. I was so loyal to you after taking my virginity, you got me pregnant n denied it. Ok I removed it , you didn’t bother about what I was going through. This is really unfair, I wish I can hurt you back so badly but I can’t because we are no more. Like I regret ever knowing or meeting you and I hate myself for falling for you, 4 years relationship in a drain. I just want to recover from this pain, it’s making me think otherwise I swear😭. I just pray I don’t commit suicide.