I’m a Christian and I really wanted to wait for marriage but my boyfriend kept making sexual advances towards me and 7 months into our relationship I gave up and he disvirgin me. I was depressed for months because he got me pregnant and I had an abortion that happened two more times. After that I decided to stop having sex with him but he always force himself on him no matter how much I say no. I love this man but I don’t enjoy sex with him. I feel disgusted after and guilty I had to pray so hard. He raped me again two weeks ago but this time I’m done with him for real. I’m ready to move on.