I read more than half of the posts on instagram and i can say a lot of people have lot more serious problems than i do. All is can say to you all is. Wrong is right, right is wrong, up is down, down is up, good is bad bad is good, everything works together. Heaven and hell is in you. If you study the books personally or study life and controlling your urges all the time is like breaking a bone. You’ll be in more pain till the bone is fixed and is bone isn’t going away. Live a little. You only die once you live everyday. Once you lose your humanity completely is when you are dead also try that new style your boyfriend or girlfriend won’t stop talking about. Open up your mind. You’re still a child in an old body.