I’ll be 25 this July, I feel like I have not achieved anything. I have lost interest in everything I enjoy doing. I don’t enjoy my job anymore, I just want to resign but the thought of being broke is killing me. I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. I hate being by myself because that’s when the real me comes out. Sometimes, I have suicidal thoughts. I just want to be happy and free once again. I pray I don’t end up taking my life.