He made me watch him have sex with different girls, said he was preparing me. Anytime I sleep, he comes in and touches me inappropriately till he raped me. I told his mum and she said I was lying, trying to break the family bond, nobody believes. 5 years later, I still can’t sleep in the dark, I still can’t hear his name without shaking and crying to bed. My first attempt at suicide didn’t go well, I guess I’ll have to try again.