Never thought I’d do this, anyways, people around me think I have it all figured out. They also see me as someone whose social circle is large . Truth be told, I’m lonely as fuck, I don’t have anything figured out. I’m honestly tired of this life and all the pressures to fill shoes that clearly aren’t meant for me. I’m not suicidal (even though sometimes it feels like the best option) but I keep drawing so close to depression daily (If I’m not there already).