I don’t understand me

I’m bicurious. I bounce back and forth so I consider myself fluid, but I really fuck it up for me sometimes. I can’t stand how stupid or rude some of them can be. Every time I’m around my dad I feel like a lesbian (he’s emotionally abusive). Sometimes I’m around my mom I feel asexual (She gets jealous when I hang around my dad which is weird and gross). I feel like the bad examples in my life have clouded my judgment. But I have also had bad relationships and friendships. I rarely blame women for things, but at the same time, men REALLY are trying it tenfold.

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