I love him, at least in my own way i think I do. He’s older than me but it’s never been a problem. This is my first no distance relationship and I don’t know how to bring the spice. We both have busy schedules but there’s rarely laughter in our relationship, we’re always making money plans, my side guy makes me laugh a lot when I’m with him but why can’t my baby do that. Being older, I expect him to know the tricks since he’s a retired philander 🤣. When we hangout with friends, you see the best of him but at home we’re like housemates. I would give anything for us to be intimate. We’re not sex or financially starved but we lack intimacy.