My birthday is April 1st, I’ve never really had a special thing on my birthday. My birthday has never felt like a special day to me. I know it’s going to be like that this year again so I’m not even looking forward to it all. I don’t want to cry on the day, but I’m sure I’m going to again. I wish I could make everybody forget my birthday and that nobody wishes me, at least that way, I won’t be sad nothing special happened.