I’m still very much in love with my ex, I thought not speaking to him for a complete week means I’m strong and over him. Saw him today and I broke down inside. It’s weird how someone you created memories with kissed deeply, had inside jokes fought and made up several times. It’s weird you cannot just hug them and laugh. I miss you so much Teyin that’s what I call you, that’s how I pronounce your name I know you pretend not to like it. I don’t want to spell it out completely. But I miss you, I wish I never met you because I’m scared I would never be over you. I very much still love you.