He swore I’ll never find happiness if it’s not with him. I’m moving on but with a bitter heart everyday. I want to commit suicide. I seeked help from a celestial girlfriend to help get him back to me but she adviced i don’t do it. From the depth of my heart, until I’m happy again he’ll never find Peace. He’s wicked and manipulative. I wish him evil. A friend of ours told me i was too good for him, someone better would reciprocate my efforts. I won’t die.