I thought I had a bad and backward life until 2021 happened. #800k in debt already with no job, no family, no love and studying a course that makes me more depressed. Just realized my friends don’t even care (I mean, everyone has their problems but this one is just too obvious). I’m really tired. Almost committed suicide yesterday (always has been liable to). I still might though. I just know I don’t want to be here, at least not like this.