I’m tired

Dear connotare,
I’m fed up, I can’t with it again, now I know why they say in all your getting get a helper. I have tried, prayed, still haven’t gotten one. Each morning, I wake up feeling my dreams failing, some time I wish the night should not be over. At times I ask my self if I should give up and join the street, leave life the way I see (but I can’t). Is it normal for a girl child to be putting so much effort to be someone in life? (Well that’s just me) I just wanna be successful and am trying so hard to be (I don’t wanna go into the streets). I’m thinking of messaging those popular people online (so they can help me acquire a loan, I will pay back with interest). I’m so ready to take the risk and I know for sure, I will come out successful (it will not be an easy road, but I’m ready to take it). My mom’s condition is enough motivation for me (I will do anything to make those tears go away).

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