Xoxo

Here I am, sitting in the darkest corner of my room, crying and asking God for the tenth thousandth time to give me my baby back. Yeah I know that he deserves better and so do I but I just want him. I’m tired, I’m frustrated. And I’m lonely. Because I put him in every part of my life it’s so difficult to live without him now. I said sorry countless times, I asked like I begged for a second chance. A chance to right my wrongs and be better for him but he doesn’t want to ever see me again, doesn’t want me to be a part of his life anymore. I know I broke him but he broke me too, he scarred me, he made me a walking dead. I know I can live without him but I don’t want to. Thing is I don’t know what to do. My life doesn’t feel like my life anymore. I’m just here but I’m gone.
He came into my life with nothing but he left with everything. Dear God, just give me my baby back. I swear I will do anything. Anything at all.

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