I lost my ex a few weeks back and even though it’s been quite a while we broke up. I feel the hurt like we broke up a month ago. I feel so much guilt in me, like we were so inseparable but I had to travel and then the poor communication (his part) and misunderstandings and lack of trust (on my part) my failed attempt on suicide and all the stress I was going through at that point. Well, I hate being sad, I hate crying and now the memories keep coming and our favorite song keeps playing in my head. Sad.