I have bad dreams all the time, it’s been like that since i was a boy. Recently I noticed there’s one common thing about this dreams. A person often watches me from afar, sometimes this person comes as a man and sometimes as a woman but somehow i know they’re both the same person. I also have a hard time expressing my emotions verbally and my faith a very dormant. I picked up a smoking habit to help me get sleep without dreams and it’s been working so far but i still feel watched 😞.