Honestly I am tired of life, it ain’t fair. Good things of life doesn’t come easy for me. I have prayed and cries to God, I try my best. I am not idle I have a little business, I am currently studying for a professional course, it seems God doesn’t like me, money and finances is a problem. I don’t get the good things of life easily asides life 🥺🥺🥺. I honestly can’t remember the last time I was genuinely happy from my heart . It’s been years 😭. I feel stagnant, I want to scream for help. I need help but I can’t scream because no one listens until you are dead 😭😭😭😭.